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hey everyone!

Man I have been away from Deviant art for so so long!! I havent had the time to put up any deviations, or even DO any deviations! lol but I will get round to it soon. I have a few bits of work I shall be putting up over the next few days/weeks.

hope everyone's been ok! hope to speak to some of you soon

Jessika xxxx

'I am Able to change....so I live without regret'

Mood: Christmas Spirit
Listening to: Rambo - Frankenstien Drag Queens
Reading: nothing
Watching: nothing

Im home for Christmas.... YAY I LOVE CHRISTMAS!!! hehe but I'm missing everybody in Witney *sobs* I really cant wait to go back. But I spose it is nice seeing the family agaain...although I missed my cat more than anything else lol
I should hopefully be putting photoshop onto a laptop to take back with me so with any luck there will be more deviations on the way shortly

I hope everyone has a good Christmas and an even better new year!
Tarraaaa!!! xxxxxxxx

'I am Able to change....so I live without regret'

Mood: Enthusiastic
Listening to: Queen Adreena - Pretty Like Drugs
Reading: nothing
Watching: nothing

Woah its been soooo long since I last came on DA!! and oh so even longer since I wrote a Journal entry!! I have just posted a few new deviations for all you pritty people out there

Lots of goings on's in Jessika's life recently oh yes yes as we all know I made the decision to drop out of Uni last October..fun fun lol, then spent ages in misery working at the damn co-op before I was supposed to be starting at another Uni and living with my friend Zoe....and then all of that fell through lol I decided I didnt actually want to go to Uni atall...I figured its a bloody waste of time, learning stuff I already know, when I already have the contacts to get me places and blahh dee blah! Anypoos...since then, stuff has been hectic to say the least I gave up my job at the co-op and decided I wanted to Move to Oxfordshire to be near Jarrad and all my fwiends there...sounds simple huh lol NOOOOOO nothing is every simple in my life
first I arranged to find a house with a couple of mates, and then find a job...then realised I couldnt bloody afford a place unless I had the job first....DILEMA!!! This then lead to a couple of months of, dare I say it, severe depression for Jess *sigh* with me ending up on Job seekers allowance whilst I attepmted to look for a job.
Then I had great news...my friend sam said that she had a spare room to let out...and also she had found me a possible job where she worked so I went along to the interview...they lead me to believe I had the job and then....the fuckers told me they had no vacancies!!! WTF! grrrrr...so this was like 2 weeks ago, I thn find out that the 'room' she was letting was in fact nothing more than a closet with a window lol..so no way am I living in that! *sigh* anyways...Im back to square one again now, but with a couple of good possible job opportunitiues on the way...plus hopefully a place to live at Jarrad's parents house untill we find a place together
My life is like a bloomin soap opera I tell ye!! Im just so glad I made the decision not to go to Uni...I would have been miserable, and I am also so happy to be moving away from home...I am on the verge of commiting murder..seriously lol...my mother!!! ARRRGGH!!! she gets worse and worse as the days go by...more and more impossible to live with
Finally things seem to be really looking up for me I will not have my life dictated to me by my family any more, and I will be happy at last. YAY!! wish me luck on the job hunting people! man Im hungry.... *wiggles* im off to rummage for foooood!!

Love and Hugs all round

Life....is good haha love to all! xx

I made the decision not to go to Uni....
I lost a bunch of mates recently...
I just quit my gay ass job...
I have no money...
no friends around here...
no life here...
i'm bored...
i'm depressed.
what the FUCK do I do.
I just want to end it all.....